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Is this a relapse? I know it’s asked a lot but I need your help.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Pathofsuccess_1, Feb 1, 2020.

  1. Pathofsuccess_1

    Pathofsuccess_1 Fapstronaut

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    So today is day 9 of nofap about 10 minutes ago I was getting ready for a trip I’m about to go on. I have this thing we’re I feel pleasure just from walking (and I can’t stop it). For the past 9 days I’ve been avoiding walking with my legs close together (like normal) and it’s just been so irritating because I can’t even walk normal without feeling pleasure (or maybe I think I do because I’m focusing on it).

    So I tried walking normal again and seeing if it would arouse me (I did not want it to happen) and it did. I tried to stop focusing on the arousal as I never usually got aroused from it, but the pleasure stayed as I kept walking. I’m just afraid if this would count as intentional stimulation.

    I wasn’t intentionally stimulating myself deliberately. But I was just trying to get over my weird way of walking that I’ve been using to avoid stimulation. I wouldn’t say it’s a relapse myself. But I just wanted to know what you guys think.

    I never got aroused from literally walking normally before, so I thought I may be focusing on it too much.

    What do you think? Should I just walk normally and ignore it? Or should I keep avoiding stimulation as much as possible? It’s a really hard question for me to answer for myself. Let me know, thanks.
     

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