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Is this a relapse???

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by ali.nf, Nov 10, 2017.

  1. ali.nf

    ali.nf Fapstronaut

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    So my goal was to abstain from porn & masturbation for 60 days. I am a heavy user of pornography and jerking off so I'm trying to cut it out from life to improve my living. I've been on a 5 day streak of no porn/masturbation but just now I was so horny I was in bed and just starting doing a humping motion. Anyway I couldn't sleep because the urge was so strong. So I kept doing this and fantasising until I ejaculated. I orgasmed and achieved that dopamine high but there wasn't any porn or masturbating involved. Does this count as a spontaneous ejaculation or 'conscious wet dream'. I don't know what to do I feel like shit but so good to finally get a release.
     
  2. Elias Smith

    Elias Smith Fapstronaut

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    Don't worry about defining it as something - relapse or not. What's right for you? If you are truly trying to change, keep trying. Maybe each time you will be a little more successful. In the meantime, no P for 5 days? Good job.
     
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