Is this a relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by vad, Nov 9, 2019 at 5:17 AM.

  1. vad

    vad Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys,

    I was on aliexpress and saw very triggering material. Than i went on this other shopping website and clicked the erotic section and checked a few lingery out. It all took a few minutes. But i then realize what i was doing is wrong. Im 34 days in. Do i have to reset my counter? I have a strong urge to pmo. Thanks every1 for ur time
     
  2. egil

    egil Fapstronaut

    Done that. Did not reset my counter. I will buy some nice stuff for christmas to GF so I will browse stuff. She expects a box of something something. That will probably slow my healing down somewhat. Will not reset counter.
     
  3. vad

    vad Fapstronaut

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    But it was very triggering material i was looking at. Like girls in underwear and stuff. Am i safe this time?
     
    Last edited: Nov 9, 2019 at 6:02 AM
  4. egil

    egil Fapstronaut

    If you can turn back to your goal behaivour for a few days you are as safe as you can be. Im sure then the short p-sub browsing has done you no harm.

    For me there are women all around dressed spot on to my preference so it is very hard! Im walking about inside Aliexpress. Urges are severe. Being triggered is not the problem. Folowing up for more and M is. I will reset my counter if i M or start actively browsing porn.
     
  5. vad

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    Okay thank you so much. But immediately after my actions i felt a loss of confendence. I wish i never have even looked at P in from the beginning. Thank you brother
     
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  6. vad

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    Ill resume my my goal behaviour
     
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  7. blunt.ever

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    It's very good as you've realized that's wrong. It means you are on right way, but be very careful next time. All the best!
     
  8. vad

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    Thx bro. I feel so bad that i i looked it up. Damn I just dont want all my hard work to go to waste. Thx for ur time bro
     
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