Is this a relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Pathofsuccess_1, Mar 5, 2020.

  1. Pathofsuccess_1

    Pathofsuccess_1 Fapstronaut

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    I just started my new streak yesterday and I’m almost one day into nofap.

    I went to bed really tired and periodically through the night I had barely conscious fantasies that I was not in control of. I was conscious enough to remember them, but I was not conscious enough to realize that it was wrong if that makes sense.

    It didn’t happen for long but I remember it happened maybe 1 or two times during the night and then it happened once when I just was waking up. As I was waking up I stopped immediately because I realized what I was doing, but still got pleasure from it unconsciously. Is that a relapse? Thanks
     
  2. Reverent

    Reverent Fapstronaut

    Yes. Your language suggest you are minimizing what really happened. If you were truly unconscious why would you be asking? You were conscious, made poor choices, and seem to be on here succoring relief for your denial. What is more important your streak or not having problematic sexual behavior?

    Good luck friend.
     
  3. Pathofsuccess_1

    Pathofsuccess_1 Fapstronaut

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    I’m not going to count it as a relapse. I wasn’t completely aware of what I was doing. I think it’s a win because of me stopping the behavior once I noticed what was going on. It’s like when I would be in a doze and wake up during sleep for a few seconds I would think it’s ok to fantasize (even though I know it’s not when fully conscious).
     

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