Is this a relapse?

[Pathofsuccess_1]

I have been having major urges, a few times I thought about and got really close to relapse today. I’ve been fighting urges and a couple of times I’ve had fantasies I’ve killed quick and once I was getting off the bed and I felt myself get really horny from my thing running off the bed. I went along with it for a split second before I snapped out of it and gained control and jumped up and stopped it. Is that relapse?

 

[Pathofsuccess_1]

Also, to be clear, the bed thing was an accident, I just got aroused and almost got carried away and actually relapsed.

 

[blacklabel92]

I felt myself get really horny from my thing running off the bed.

What do u mean by running off the bed??

 

[Pathofsuccess_1]

I meant my ** slid on the bed from me getting off of it, and I didn’t intend it

 

[Pathofsuccess_1]

But it did give me pleasure