Is this a wet dream or a relapse?

StepUp28 · Apr 20, 2022

Ok so kind of a strange situation here. In the middle of the night I half woke up.

I was half dreaming about a sexual scene, but at the same time I was partially conscious and awake. Part of me knew it was a porn video, but part of me actually thought it was a real woman and that it was reality.

I tried to resist but I couldn't, and I started thrusting against my bed whilst my mind now was imagining myself in the sex scene. I started ejaculating only a few seconds later, and I was a bit confused as to what was going on.

Everything physical about this was identical to a wet dream. As in, almost instant ejaculation with no or minimal stimulation, an orgasm that doesn't feel pleasurable, and no post relapse effects I usually get such as a feeling of regret and drop in confidence.

The only but I am worried about is the fact that I was half awake, which means I knew somewhat what was going on, which means I had a part in thrusting against my bed and ejaculating.

Should I count this as a relapse?

Deleted Account · Apr 20, 2022

I don't think so. Sounds to me like you're doing well and the addiction is trying to make a comeback anyway it can. I get your concern that you were half awake, but I think it was really your subconscious just trying to get a nut

StepUp28 · Apr 20, 2022

TiredOfFailing said: ↑

I don't think so. Sounds to me like you're doing well and the addiction is trying to make a comeback anyway it can. I get your concern that you were half awake, but I think it was really your subconscious just trying to get a nut
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Yes I'm on a 6 week streak.

Deleted Account · Apr 20, 2022

That's great bro, don't let this at all fuck with your streak. I've been there more than once and I let the contents of my dream fuck with my mind and I relapsed. If I were you I'd get out of the house or something, go for a run and contemplate how well you're doing.

Deleted Account · Apr 20, 2022

StepUp28 said: ↑

Ok so kind of a strange situation here. In the middle of the night I half woke up.

I was half dreaming about a sexual scene, but at the same time I was partially conscious and awake. Part of me knew it was a porn video, but part of me actually thought it was a real woman and that it was reality.

I tried to resist but I couldn't, and I started thrusting against my bed whilst my mind now was imagining myself in the sex scene. I started ejaculating only a few seconds later, and I was a bit confused as to what was going on.

Everything physical about this was identical to a wet dream. As in, almost instant ejaculation with no or minimal stimulation, an orgasm that doesn't feel pleasurable, and no post relapse effects I usually get such as a feeling of regret and drop in confidence.

The only but I am worried about is the fact that I was half awake, which means I knew somewhat what was going on, which means I had a part in thrusting against my bed and ejaculating.

Should I count this as a relapse?
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remember seeing porn can affect this condition and makes dream worse.

Deleted Account · Apr 20, 2022

That is not a relapse. Sometimes dreams feel real but they are not. Forget about it and continue with your journey.
Remember you only relapse if you are awake and intentionally break your streak.

pichus321 · Apr 20, 2022

Your situation is very interesting, the first time i heard this. I dont think it was a relapse because you didnt had discerniment to know 100% what you were doing, and that lack of 100% discerniment wasnt provoked by you(ex:get drunk with alcohol). So i dont think it was a relapse. But everything is on you, you put your own rules.

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