Pathofsuccess_1
Fapstronaut
I’ve been feeling great lately! It’s only day 3 but I’m starting to finally get over the chaser effect and other things.
I always stress out about what could be considered a relapse. Honestly, I don’t even know how to answer this.
I was just sitting on my bed 3 minutes ago, and I got up and my d*** rubbed against my pants so I quickly got out of the position and then it happened again (to be clear, this are things I can barely feel down there, as it was very light pressure both times. Since it was on my mind, I’m not sure if the second one was on purpose or not. I didn’t get a dopamine rush, but I’m just not sure if the second one was my irrational mind not paying attention.
I think the reason I can’t remember if it was on purpose or not is because I was trying to get rid of thoughts out of my head in the moment that could have been triggering and I happened to do it on accident again as I wouldn’t give up my streak for my life.
I have ocd that makes me overthink things and since I accidentally rubbed myself and to further clarify, it worrie because I did it again because of my stress (trying to see if it really caused me to feel pleasure in a non horny sexual seeking way) and I may have been overreacting, it could of been me trying to figure that out and see if but it was light and I got up switched positions immediately.
What would you call any of this? Nonsense or concern?
f*** this stresses me out.
I always stress out about what could be considered a relapse. Honestly, I don’t even know how to answer this.
I was just sitting on my bed 3 minutes ago, and I got up and my d*** rubbed against my pants so I quickly got out of the position and then it happened again (to be clear, this are things I can barely feel down there, as it was very light pressure both times. Since it was on my mind, I’m not sure if the second one was on purpose or not. I didn’t get a dopamine rush, but I’m just not sure if the second one was my irrational mind not paying attention.
I think the reason I can’t remember if it was on purpose or not is because I was trying to get rid of thoughts out of my head in the moment that could have been triggering and I happened to do it on accident again as I wouldn’t give up my streak for my life.
I have ocd that makes me overthink things and since I accidentally rubbed myself and to further clarify, it worrie because I did it again because of my stress (trying to see if it really caused me to feel pleasure in a non horny sexual seeking way) and I may have been overreacting, it could of been me trying to figure that out and see if but it was light and I got up switched positions immediately.
What would you call any of this? Nonsense or concern?
f*** this stresses me out.