I'm at a point where PMOing has me for the most part desensitized to normal things in life and anxious about a great many normal things. I'm not as deep into or as knowledgeable about life as I used to be. If I went months without PMOing is it possible that my passion will resurface and I'll have a better sense of what I want to do with my life? Will I know my role? Most importantly, will I have a true identity?