Yes life prior to nofap was horrible; ridden with anxiety, depression and horrendous acne - since stopping it the anxiety has diminished and I look great and get more attention because of it. However in order to sustain this and maintain my new life I am NOT allowed to ejaculate. My body appears to be allergic to the bodily function in that I suffer so tremendously, visibly and mentally, in the form of anxiety/acne. I am now on day 31 and all I can think about it sex, I am irritable, on edge and the horniest man on the planet - is this really a way to live for the rest of my life? My balls constanty feel heavy and as if they're gonna explode and I leak precum every time I'm even slightly aroused. I curse God for making me in this way - I know guys who relieve themselves daily and suffer ZERO side effects. I guess this is the hand I've been dealt. Right now I don't know what's worse; incredible sexual frustration or being anxious spotty but sexually satisfied. Sorry for the rant and I'm sure no one cares; I just wanted an outlet.