I've been addicted to cuck hentai and have been exposed to 2 works that feature wife getting cucked and roping their daughter into it. In both, the daughters are designed to be hypersexualized loli characters. I've both stumbled upon both while searching for hentai, and though I felt disturbed about the designs, I didn't let it stop me because the cuckshit was what was pushing me on.
I've been very hypersexual ever since i was 10. I've only been fully into net porn around 13. I've developed disturbing thoughts about children last year and have researched into it and presumed it was pocd. There are tons more of things about my past that could have led to this but I'm focusing on this aspect for now. I don't fap to anything near p**o shit usually but ever since I got into fetish porn, I've been pervasive about anything that comes my way, which loops back to now. My mind is telling me that I do not want this. But I'm scared that this will develop into more degenerate shit. I've been on and off on nofap since last year, I want to let go of this habit and be better for my family.
I'm currently going to seek therapy for a clear diagnosis. How should I bring this up? Will they help me? I'm scared that this really is the real thing. Please help
I've been very hypersexual ever since i was 10. I've only been fully into net porn around 13. I've developed disturbing thoughts about children last year and have researched into it and presumed it was pocd. There are tons more of things about my past that could have led to this but I'm focusing on this aspect for now. I don't fap to anything near p**o shit usually but ever since I got into fetish porn, I've been pervasive about anything that comes my way, which loops back to now. My mind is telling me that I do not want this. But I'm scared that this will develop into more degenerate shit. I've been on and off on nofap since last year, I want to let go of this habit and be better for my family.
I'm currently going to seek therapy for a clear diagnosis. How should I bring this up? Will they help me? I'm scared that this really is the real thing. Please help