I feel anxiety of writing this. It a bit... Scary, for me or some part of me. I take pictures to girls and ladies that attract me, who don't know that I'm doing that. I store these photos as little treasures (with name if I know it). An Hannibal Lecter-like behavior. I don't find the willpower to delete those pictures, even being committed to quit PM. I suspect this is some kind of scalation (I 've scalated before to shemale porn, then POV incest videos, now I find shemale porn disgusting, but still attracted to incest and found shemale replacement in futanari). I don't remember doing M with those photos, it's more the reward of taking them. I won't share them with anyone. They are only mine. Does anyone else experienced something like this? I'm worried how far scalation may take me if I don't quit P.