Is this wrong? [question]

Today I woke up, after a lot of urges yesterday I managed to stay away from porn and masturbation. I try my best to distract myself at all times. But just now this morning I’m not sure about what to think of what just happened.


I’m sitting here right now and still am having pretty good urges (day 9) and I thought I just relapsed.

I was adjusting my pants and I had an urge and an image pop into my head about a real life girl. I still try to avoid these as the last day or two I’ve been fantasizing a lot more than usual. I then adjusted my pants (not sure if it was on purpose) but I felt my dick rub. I got pleasure from it and I wanted to full on relapse but I didn’t. What would you guys call this? I sat there for a min with my dick just sitting in my pants (not touching it of course) and I still felt pleasure. I guess the good news is that it was never enough pleasure to get a boner.

Is this a relapse?