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I have been sex deprived my whole adult life. I'm 26 and only just had a successful sexual encounter for the first time a couple months ago. I have seen prostitutes 6 times and only was able to ejaculate this last time because of a serious porn addiction that led to erectile dysfunction the previous times. I have spent almost $5000 on these experiences. I've been on anti-depressants before and I'm trying some new ones out now (I suffer from bipolar disorder and depression). My psychiatrist warned me about sexual side effects of some of the anti-depressants including a loss of sex drive and I quickly said that sounds awesome please give it to me. I honestly think eliminating my sex drive would be a great thing. It is an unfulfilled desire that has only made me miserable and I would save money by not needing to hire prostitutes. I would also stop watching porn which would have many benefits. My therapist and psychiatrist do not agree that this would be a good thing for me but I'm just curious what you all think.