It should get better with time, but it doesn't?

Hello fellow comrades.

I am for some time here already and i stick to the rules, but when on the beginning i was really pumped up, had extra energy, then now i am really struggling. The extra exercise i was doing got me a tiny little bored and im not motivated too much to do it (i just lack the will to do it now). Abstaining from PMO was easy actually through the first 150 days, but now it gets really tricky for me, i am getting angry at small things at work, at home. I feel unhappy most of the time. That maybe also because i have fallen in love (or im not sure if i did fall for her). But anyway she has a boyfriend so i am not going to do anything about it because i have a strict code about that. She seems the perfect match for me and we connected very fast on a level that is just absurd to me. (we are friends atm). I am a person that cant live too long in one country and every 2 years i am moving to another place. So its almost 2 years since i am living in Norway, thats why i started thinking about moving to another place now. Argentina i suppose will be my next goal in the beginning of 2018 - i am quite sure that will give me a new life or something like that but untill then i have to survive here and handle myself. Any suggestions or any familiar experiences?

P.S. Just writing it down helps me realze how small my problems may seem. Thanks for any advice!