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it would do

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by kumarach, Jan 7, 2022.

  1. kumarach

    kumarach Fapstronaut

    a hug would do. a single hug, once a day would do. feeling wanted for once during the day, while i struggle to keep myself sane amidst porn addiction, loneliness, lack of interest in hobbies, poor grades, and lots of unsaid things, the hurts I've given people, the tears I've given friends, I'm not sane anymore. it hurts to say this but yeah, that's true. its tough to think straight, to make good decisions, to really enjoy anything takes effort. I had an exam today in which I screwed up big time, not in the content but in the mode of exam itself. I hadn't noted a very critical instruction about the examination which led to termination of my original attempt, though I was given one after that but it must have been a headache on the part of the facility, i don't have siblings, i feel like a burden to everyone, is there a way i can end this illness. i feel weird about myself,i failed everyone, parents, friends, my ex girlfriend, just everyone i know i have made him/her upset.
    i wish i were better, i wish i had more people than porn, i wish i hadn't been this annoying to everyone. i wish i had made my parents proud for once in their life. i wish i were a good person.
    i don't even like porn i just use it to numb my feelings
     
    Last edited: Jan 7, 2022
  2. again

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    Forget the past. Start today to "be a good person". You are 19 years old and have a lifetime ahead of you. At 19 you are making good observations so start from there and become the person you desire to be. You have it within you.
     
  3. garfieldloveslasagna

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    Just stay strong man, I understand you may feel hopeless but you have gotten this far in life, I know how it feels to crappy be lonely and shit. No matter your feelings you just have to push through otherwise you won’t make any progress. Believe in yourself man, that’s what I have been doing it seems to help. You aren’t alone in feeling like a screwup, we all feel like a screwup at one point or another. Don’t let that get the best of you, otherwise you are setting a new future for yourself as a screwup and not whatever your dreams are. Take care man. Keep fighting
     
  4. MarioCorrelos

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    Solid piece of advice. Start your new life right now.
     
  5. skybrowser

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    I felt like this when I was younger, a nuisance, wishing I could be the kind of child that a parent could be proud of. I don't know your beliefs but I've been able to find solace in God knowing that regardless of whatever anybody thinks of me I am special to Him, but I also now have great people in my life also to count on.
    Just like the commenter above has said you can start your new life today, whichever aspect of life you want to be better in you can start working towards it.
     

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