Hello all, I'm trying to stop PMO and was reading stories from this website for a while in order to help me remember I'm not the only one in this situation and what I sometimes feel is just normal steps on my journey. However, I also believe my situation is particular and I now feel the need to post my own thread. I'm 38 years old and have been in a relationship for almost 15 years, I am now married and I have two daughters. As many of you I've started MO when I was a teenager, then discovered P (thank you Internet). When I think about it, I realize it became an addiction very quickly. Because I'm a christian, I tried to stop several times but never succeeded. But a couple months ago, I started to be a lot more serious about it. As many of you, I wanted to stop because of my religion, because I wanted to gain control on myself, because I didn't want to be my body/brain's slave anymore, and because I felt bad hiding it from my wife. Until now, I guess this is all pretty common. However, I also want to get sex out of my life. Completely. I've decided that I don't want to have sex anymore. So my challenge will not be PMO but PMOS. I've started my PMOS challenge on 08th November 2019. It lasted 48 days, then I failed several times. But I started again and I'm now on day 42 and I'm stronger than ever. I start my own thread today. I thought about for a while but I felt really depressed yesterday so maybe today is a good day to share my story with you.