its like being out of limbo

I have been practicing NoFap for 5 weeks and now I am feeling kind of positive about a lot of things. I used to reject any compliments that were given to me outright as I felt they didn't mean that, but now I feel I don't care about any comments and reject them in order to become better everyday.

This is my second time I have reached a streak longer than a month and I can say about the brain fog, its really gone. I tried quitting cigarette numerous times but could not gain enough willpower and would relapse on both nofap & smoking almost simultaneously,,, so I decided to do nofap for about a month and then quit smoking(13 days so far...yohoooo) and this is a weekend and I hadn't had a single craving while sitting in my room(weird but good happy weird).

I cleaned my room today and arranged my things, which is a herculean task for me. I have been meditating for the last week and my focus and energy levels have grown really.

Last night I was watching a movie, Revenge, which as triggering scenes and it was night, I was all by myself..... that's when I realized that I have overcome my addiction a long way because that's how I got triggered last time I had a month's streak. I am not claiming it is over a lot of work is to be done but confidence level is really high.

To all you guys who have just begun this journey, it is one hell of a ride. And if you relapse or have relapsed please don't give up on yourself, you are on the right track.

And can somebody tell me when do I get my morning wood back really loved those. Missing them for 1-2 weeks.

Sorry for the long post, here is potato

 

I am keeping away from triggering things, I deleted the movie after watching it. I did not know it was triggering prior to it, I thought it was like kill bill just action, well for now, sticking with cartoons only.

 

Wow 3 years free... Can you tell me how to overcome cigarette nostalgia. I have quit smoking numerous times for 2 months still keep coming back 2 it. Nofap is helping me with willpower but how to overcome nostalgia. Really need some guidance in that area.