I'm feeling like I'm back in this shit and it's never gonna leave me alone. It's gonna fuck me. Someone please help me. My face is fucked, my energy fucked, my willpower is fucked. Everything is fucked for me. Someone please help me in a good way. I'm feeling dead. My heart is dead. It's full of fear. I'm feeling weak, less confident and fucked up. Someone please help me get rid of this shit or it will fuck my whole life. Please help me. Please. I'm begging you to show me what will work for me.