Where do I even begin? Well, I've been on this site before which is a pretty common story. My battle with porn stretches back many years. I'm 31 now and I've been looking at internet porn since I was 11, I was a full blown addict by time I was 14. My addiction has cost me so much and I have so much grief and anger over my continued struggle with this. I've had one relationship in my life and it was ultimately destroyed by my addiction, I've been alone ever since going deeper and deeper into a pathetic and miserable lifestyle. For the past 5 years I've worked minimum wage jobs off and on, smoked weed, surfed the internet and melted my brain on Tumblr and Discord. I've never felt so low but at this point it almost feels like my brain is so warped, so broken that there's no coming back. I'm here again, so a part of me is still willing to try but I'm in deep and I feel comfortable saying that my porn addiction has ruined my life.