Pathofsuccess_1
Fapstronaut
I have an issue struggling to keep sexual thoughts out of my head for my reboot, and keeping my mind clean.
It's like my mind plays tricks on me to attempt to make me struggle. It's so straining and its brought alot of suffering and pain to my life. But I know I have to remain strong.
I absolutely, so badly, need to reboot with a clean mind. I am on day one sadly, because I should be way further ahead of this. But I will get through this, after relapse, its like the mind is extremely "weak" sorta, like thoughts and emotions easily take over and have more effect. After a day or 2 these thoughts are easier to deal with.
I just hate masturbation so much. I would never wish such a terrible thing on anyone, I don't know what I did to deserve this, I already paid for my sins. I've repented for everything.
Just if anyone can give me advice for these types of things, I would appreciate it.
It's like my mind plays tricks on me to attempt to make me struggle. It's so straining and its brought alot of suffering and pain to my life. But I know I have to remain strong.
I absolutely, so badly, need to reboot with a clean mind. I am on day one sadly, because I should be way further ahead of this. But I will get through this, after relapse, its like the mind is extremely "weak" sorta, like thoughts and emotions easily take over and have more effect. After a day or 2 these thoughts are easier to deal with.
I just hate masturbation so much. I would never wish such a terrible thing on anyone, I don't know what I did to deserve this, I already paid for my sins. I've repented for everything.
Just if anyone can give me advice for these types of things, I would appreciate it.