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I've struggled with nofap for quite some time, but now it's time to make a change

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Nov 17, 2019.

  1. Okay guys, I'm gonna keep this short. I've been trying nofap for quite some time now and I'm struggling to go for more than 10 days. I just did it half an hour ago, breaking my 4 day streak in the process.

    Yes, I've improved a lot compared to how I was a couple of years ago, but it's still not enough. I want to go even further and experience those amazing benefits which you get after 30 days or 45 days or even 90 days. I want to break out of that 10 day mark.

    With that being said, I'm gonna start off with 5 days. 5 days of no PMO. I know I've made such promises to myself before, but I'm gonna make this time different. I am gonna go through with it and eventually get to 90 days of no PMO.

    With all of you as witness, I'm gonna start this right now. Wish me luck. Thanks.
    -KK
     
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    Okay, so it's been five days after starting no PMO. Feels good. Very good, but I've experienced this feeling before. So nothing new.
    With that being said, I've adjusted my goal to 10 days now. Taking it one step at a time.
    I really want to get to 30 days. That's my first proper goal. This is a good start though.
    I'm gonna continue doing this and I will post an update soon.
    -KK
     
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    Okay guys, 11 days in. No PMO.
    To be honest, I'm feeling pretty much the same as when I was on day 5. Not too much of a difference there.
    With that said, my productivity has gone up. Like, I want to do something and not waste my time. Before being on this streak, I would just wander around and waste a lot of time doing random shit. Now, that has changed a lot. I still wander around, but nowhere near as before.

    There's one important thing that I want to mention here. I'm getting confused a lot. My mood is switching between happy and this feeling of emptiness. I don't know what's going on, but I think it's because something is changing.
    And for the first time in 11 days, I felt the urge. I'm straining myself to not let go cause I don't wanna mess up this time. Shit man, I need to control myself.
    Anyways, I'll keep going forward and will update you in a few days.
    -KK
     
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  4. Thanks for the support my friend.
    I'm hitting the gym 5 times a week and that is certainly helping.
    I see that you're on day 6. Keep up the good work.
     
  5. Okay guys, I've decided to end my streak and start again.
    It's a hard call that I made for myself. So hear me out.
    I started with the promise of no PMO and I was gonna stick to it NO MATTER WHAT!
    So on day 13, I got the urges. I controlled myself, but did the M in the process. No PO though. Just the M.
    So after doing that, I warned myself to not do it again. And that if I did, I had to start over.
    On the next day, I M'd again and decided to end my streak.
    I use this app called Manhood to keep track of my streaks.
    I should've probably given myself another warning, but nah. I'd pretty firm about this. So I guess I'll start again.
    This time, hopefully stronger than before.
    Cheers
    -KK
     
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  6. Thank you my friend but unfortunately, I'm starting again cause I relapsed last night. To be honest though, I didn't feel as great as I thought it would.
    So hopefully, that's motivation enough for another long streak.
    Thanks for commenting
     
  7. Okay guys, I relapsed last night, so I'm starting afresh.
    I was on day 5 of no M, but day 21 of no PO.
    As I mentioned before I was kinda strict with myself in the sense that I end my streaks if I M. Even if I don't watch P or if I don't O. I wanted it to be absolute no PMO. I couldn't do that because I M'd a couple of times, so I had to restart my streak.
    But last night it was absolute PMO haha. I was getting the urges and I was like, "screw this. Let's get this over with and start again". Like I know I could've just gotten that thought out of my head, but at that moment I couldn't do it.
    To be honest, it didn't even feel that good. I thought it would feel amazing considering that I hadn't done it for over 20 days, but it didn't.
    Hopefully, that gives me enough motivation to start again.
    Cheers
    -KK
     
  8. dboy18

    dboy18 Fapstronaut

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  9. Thank you my friend
     
  10. Okay, so I've reached day 7 (the half way mark cause my previous best was 14 and that is what I want to beat this time) and it doesn't feel as good as before.
    I did a streak two weeks ago (which was the 14 day streak) and on day 7, I felt amazing. Like super productive and the constant feeling of wanting to get things done.
    This time though, I don't feel the same. Even though this current streak of mine was even more intense. Like, I am COMPLETELY away from it. Still, I don't feel as good as before. I feel as though there is so much shit going on in my head. I don't know to put words to it, but it feel as though there is some serious activity going on in my brain.
    Anyway, I will continue on with the streak. People have said that this is just a temporary thing. So, let's see what happens.
    Cheers.
    -KK
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  11. Felipepipe

    Felipepipe Fapstronaut

    [QUOTE = "journeytoevolution, post: 2326130, member: 368642"] Muy bien chicos, voy a mantener esto breve. He estado probando nofap durante bastante tiempo y estoy luchando por ir por más de 10 días. Lo hice hace media hora, rompiendo mi racha de 4 días en el proceso.

    Sí, he mejorado mucho en comparación con cómo era hace un par de años, pero aún no es suficiente. Quiero ir aún más lejos y experimentar esos increíbles beneficios que obtienes después de 30 días o 45 días o incluso 90 días. Quiero salir de esa marca de 10 días.

    Dicho esto, comenzaré con 5 días. 5 días sin PMO. Sé que me he hecho tales promesas antes, pero voy a hacer que esta vez sea diferente. Voy a seguir adelante y eventualmente llegaré a 90 días sin PMO.

    Con todos ustedes como testigos, comenzaré esto ahora mismo. Deséame suerte. Gracias.
    -KK [/ CITA]
    Ánimo, si puedes, saludos desde Colombia
     
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  12. EdricKr

    EdricKr Distinguished Fapstronaut

    How are you doing? Got an update for us?
     

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