It was difficult to get the courage to write this post and accept that i have failed myself. i broke my progress and nearly stooped down to another low phase. Not going to gym regularly, watching random movies and series, wasting time on p**n etc I made several plans and failed them. I could not keep up with them. and i totally accept my failures. Tomorrow i see a new hope. A new month. A chance to prove myself to myself that i am worth it. that i can change. The next 29 days are out and out the most crucial days of my entire life. And i take a VOW to make the best out of them. To become the best i can be. Peace.