Hi, my name is R-say. And I am new to NoFap. I have been addicted to PMO since I was 11 years old. And for about seven years it was an every day addiction. It consumed my life and made me feel tremendous guilt constantly. I had a wake up call from Jesus at 18 years old and I gave my life to him. That first year I even had a four month streak of no porn (even tho I still struggled with MO). But since that relapse I haven't been able to shake it off. I've gone through various stages of fighting it hard and being apathetic about it. To seeking the Lord constantly to not really caring about it. While it hasn't been as bad as before the start of my walk with Christ, it's still pretty bad. Celebrate Recovery has lately helped me get better in my smaller habits but I've been tripping in those lately too. Honestly since quarantine started it's been harder to fight this as I now work more from home. After today's relapse I'm having enough. I know I'm going to have to really dig in, depend on the Lord, and get really uncomfortable fighting this. But I just want this to finally be over. So, here I am on Day 0. I want to be finally shook loose of this. Jesus as my witness and this community as my brothers. Thanks for listening.