Jizzed in my pants

I seriously came in my pants today... what the fuck. Did the same thing a couple of weeks ago but then I can admit that I was touching it. But this time I just struggled with all the sexy thoughts and got a boner and then I just came. Didn't know what to think, still don't... felt like crap and still does...

Does this mean a reset or what? I didn't PMO/MO or even M or edge, just fucking O'd in my pants...

 

Well I guess my pants kind of rubbed against my dick and I was very horny and just couldn't stop thinking of sex (not pornography), and I reached the point of no return and tried to stop it but then I came...

Huge chaser-effect yes. My girlfriend is coming today and it helps alot not to be alone, it's when I am alone that my thoughts start to wander the most. Had huge unreasonable thoughts about just M/MO now after... but I refure now thanks to your answer. thank you man, means alot with quick answers/thoughts like this.

 

Yeah it aint easy, even tho the solution is pretty easy. Try to be around people somehow, or in public etc. Sitting at the computer is the hardest, its just a few clicks away as you say.

Thanks alot, I can't believe it. This year will be the year I conquer this, I have made up my mind about it. Follow my journal if you wanna follow my journey.

So much good things come from abstaining when you haven't done it for years like most of us have.