Join Me Brothers! 24 yo Christian male from NZ, 90 Day Hard Mode

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by Eric R, Mar 19, 2017.

  1. Eric R

    Eric R New Fapstronaut

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    Today is the start of a long-awaited counter attack in an internal war that we will finally win. I am looking for a buddy/buddies to join me in the trenches as we fight yard by yard through our neurological encirclement. I'm studying a Master's in Economics, am interested in conservative libertarian politics, reformed theology, greek/roman philosophy, military history and classical music. I've been a Christian for little over a year and know that my PMO addiction is clearly the biggest obstacle on my road of following Christ. We can keep contact ideally through a secret Facebook Group but what's-app can work too.
     
  2. Don Quixote

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    Hey, I am a Christian to, and I just relapsed a couple of minutes ago. NO question PMO is a huge obstacle to following Christ. I want to follow Christ and have my heart changed desperately. I made it to a four month streak, which was quite honestly the best four months of my life, but I got arrogant and prideful; I started thinking that I did it all by myself with no help simply because of my own free will, and I didn't acknowledge the power of the Holy Ghost sanctifying me and bringing things to my life that made it so wonderful. I took it all for granted and relapsed on MO a while back and slowly spiraled back down to PMO a few minutes ago.

    I would love to team up with you. I'm almost 23, and I'm big on philosophy, grammar, theology, literature and all that jazz myself. I could use an accountability partner, but I'd really like to fight the good fight with a brother in Christ.

    Sincere prayers and best wishes,

    Don Quixote
     
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  3. kraanwater

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    Hey guys, Im not really looking for a AP, but I do know that many many Christians struggle with PMO, I myself have been freed from all the toxic stuff in my life but PMO was the one thing that seemed to just stuck, even if month would pass without PMO it somehow always sneaked back in. I know through experience that God can help is in ways that you dont think possible. Ive had experienced now a few times that when Ive prayed to our Lord Jesus Christ to help me to not watch P that eventually when I fall and try to view a P website that all the images in the website will be broken, this has happened again recently just before I made the decision that I have to give my all to fight this!
    I can no longer turn a deaf ear to God telling me to STOP!

    When you feel the urges lift up your hands and pray to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!

    Here is the lyrics from a song by a Christian rapper. I think many people on nofap can relate in some way.



    I'm so tired of the fake thing,
    decorate a ceiling got em eyein in amazement.
    All kind of paintings we hang from the wall tryin
    to keep they minds off what we hide in the basement.
    We spit about the sin that we overcame.
    It's easy to talk about your past crime.
    What about the one you still on today?
    Last week you just said it was the last time.
    The one you been hidin ya fight with,
    cause in all of your fans eyes you are righteous.
    It's easy to expose the other side,
    but what's done in the dark will come to the light Biz.
    Alright, let's do it. They been dyin to find somethin on me I'll give it to em.
    I'm bout to tell the truth so let's get to the chorus, let's talk about Biz's addiction to porn
    He knows who you are when nobody's around, yeah.
    They know you try to hide.
    The truth one day will be found.
    This is my confession.
    I said this is my confession
    Started round seven lookin through my pops mags.
    Then I saw it on the screen and it got bad.
    Tried masterbating but I ain't know how.
    I was like nine, I was a throw child.
    At thirteen it worked, then it began.
    All I wanted to do was fill that feeling again
    so that night I did it again and again and again,
    never knowing that I couldn't control when it would end.
    I am only a child, this a grown man's fight.
    Who'd a figured I would dip into this grown man's life?
    Should have known then Satan would be fightin big.
    It went from a wet dream to a nightmare
    He knows who you are when nobody's around, yeah.
    They know you try to hide.
    The truth one day will be found.
    This is my confession.
    I said this is my confession
    Moms had a boyfriend, we would stay the night.
    And I would watch movies late at night.
    But one night when I tried to put the tape on,
    and press play that tape isn't what came on.
    It showed way more than I'm used to seeing.
    So I watched it every time that we went to see him.
    And later on he became step-pops, anytime I needed I could see it on his desktop.
    And when I was only fifteen, he started givin me his magazines.
    If I was left alone I would do it all day til they got back home.
    Read it five times a day was the average.
    Even if I tried I couldn't break the habit.
    I had this addiction, but I never fought it.
    I thought it was somethin I would be able to quit whenever I wanted
    He knows who you are when nobody's around, yeah.
    They know you try to hide.
    The truth one day will be found.
    This is my confession.
    I said this is my confession
    I was hooked at a young age, I never really knew until I got saved.
    It's easy to say that you not addicted.
    I guess you never know until you try to quit it.
    For a minute had me feelin like I'm not a Christian.
    On my knees, hopin and prayin that God'll listen.
    Please take this from me Father, you gotta fix it.
    I keep trying but I keep falling, I'm tired of sinning.
    You healed my other wounds, why you leave this one?
    It's so embarassing, I can't beat this one.
    I go like a week without falling, but when I fall I fall the hardest.
    Two or three weeks, then I'm back on it.
    Three months, four months was the longest.
    But now I'm back here, where do I go?
    Cause of right now, just you and my wife know
    I'm so tired, but I'ma fight though,
    and get ready for the stones that they might throw. [x2]
    Said this is my confession. I said this is my confession
     
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  4. Eric R

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    Dude that song is epic! So relate-able! Thanks for sharing your experience and some words of encouragement; this battle against the flesh is so tough and frustrating. But it's comforting to know that God strengthens our souls as we depend on Him through the trials we face. The greater the trouble the greater the triumph - and who better to rely on than He who has overcome the world!
     
  5. kraanwater

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    Indeed man! When I heard it the first time I was like wow ok yeah I can relate to that! This PMO addiction is huge but God is so much bigger than anything satan can throw at us!
    All the best man! Ill be praying for you and everyone else on here as I read there journals etc!
     
  6. esforzado

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    Would definitely be happy to help you to remove your obstacle to follow our dear Lord Jesus Christ.
     
  7. kraanwater

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    Any of you guys or girls ever need prayer you just let me know and Ill pray for you immediately! Prayer is so powerful we must use it at all times!
     
  8. esforzado

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    "Fight the good fight with a brother in Christ". I certainly would like to be that brother in Christ, my dear Don Quixote. I am a Catholic, one who practices his religion and who tries to live accordingly. I attend daily Mass and communion. I was a student in a seminary for 7 years, have been working with young people for many years, too.
     
  9. Don Quixote

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    God bless you, man, it's worth it!
     
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  10. esforzado

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    Same to you, may the Holy Spirit enlighten you always.
     
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