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Well, at the moment it's been Hard Mode. I think it will be like that a long time because I don't have a partner at the moment and I don't look forward to it. I started last year NoFap but I drank with friends and it spoilt everything. It was my day 28th and I hadn't got any problem so far. I've decided not to drink as well.

 

Day 1 here

 

10th vote for the second choice! I considered voting for the 3rd....I am already on a good streak, so why not. Here we go!

 

Forgot to update the link in the signature. Sorry about that. My last post was actually just last sunday.

 

Still going onward, about 8 days now. Cried like a little baby when I remembered what it was like to be with my ex-girlfriend. As a side note, creativity and memory has skyrocketed, I can remember like the smallest details from my childhood.

 

Like a flatline... Not urges, not life underpants.

 

Am with u guys day 9 today, nothing is stopping us now

 

How is it going guys!???

Day 17. I woke up this morning and I had my first urges. I dreamt I M and I had lost the challenge. Thanks God it was just a dream. I've meditated and the urges has gone. So far, I don't have any problem during the day. It is just when I wake up. I have that like a rock every morning. It's not because I left M but I started to do exercise in a hard mode too.

I'm trying not to look at girls like at sexual object and think if I would f*** them or not. Sometimes, I look at myself and I catch me checking them and give them a mark... Just building a new habit!

Be strong guys! Have a nice day!

 

Day 17. I technically didn't PMO for several days before the new year so I'm probably three weeks in now. Things have been mostly fine, though I've noticed a resurgence in sexual dreams, which can tempt me and have led me to wake up and PMO in the past, but so far, so good.

I sometimes worry if stopping all at once so abruptly is the right way to go about this, but that type of thinking isn't productive. There's no reason I have to go back. I already think I'm being tempted less than I was before, it's just that I notice it more now that I actually resist.

 

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, that is why it is called the present. I'm going to start living by these words and go on hard mode! I'm doing this for myself and God because I know mastairbatio had spiritually broken me and I want to end all the lust that attracts me to PMO. This is my first attempt at hard nide. Wish me luck!

 

Hey Shugi, I think you should be less strict with yourself. You didn't watch P, just p-subs. Give you one strike, for example. Keep going!

 

No, man. This is was not a reset. The name of the thread is hard mode for a year, not monk mode. Keep counting.

If you would have seen what I've been doing, THAT would be a reset.

 

Day 1/365

I'm really striving to reach 90 days first, but it's the same road. Here we go, Shugi!

 

this thread will be overwhelming long lol but let's try our best