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Day 6 completed. Good.

 

Day 2 . It was a really fast day for me i got some thoughts in my head to relapse but this thoughts were weak and i chased them away.

 

day 80 of 184 booyah feeling great going to make a point to stay positive and bask in the light of the Lord. getting easier when my wife is Ready and god chooses. anyone need help just ask...conversation or any way I can.

 

Day 3 , I don-t have a so good opinion about morning because it-s Monday, and in every Monday i relapsed it dosen-t metter if i-ve had 3 , 4 or 5 days streak in Mondays i-ve failed . But i know if i can get through 10-20+ days with nofap i can complete the 90 days . Wish me luck.

 

I am on day 80 of 184, HARDMODEpmolimitedtouch no nudity hand holding light hugskisses only. I am going toridmyself of ed problem also , inprocess of self removal of short term antidepressant use alongwith adhd meds.
Family trauma aside I objectified my blonde german wife of 33years for many of those. so first off difficulty is or was my middle name, a flow of sex went from 80% anytime to 100% nonecurrently difficult hell yes, HARDMODE Pmo is for me the only way to fix this relapsing, restarts and to me is an easy way out its your path not anyoneelses.
I look at nofap alot statisticallyHARDMODE users are far moresuccessfully than otherapproaches. Face it alcoholics must stop all alcohol to actuallyfix themselves. I digress "p", iswine , "m" is light beer but for an alchoholic to stop "REALLYFAKE". PMO all the way I am sosorry for your relapses, I couldhave flogged the dolphin today when I accidentally saw my wifes tattoed backside nude because of opening in our bathroom no I did not, why I am committed I got a raging hardon but did I act on it no. Back to normal time 10 minutes, or maybe I could have traded 2 minutes fapping then 80 more days to be where I am rightnow. God decides if, my wife chooses when we have sex again not my puppet-dick-dopemine -crack -pipe. God is awesomesurrender submit to him. Anyoneneed help here if you need help to actually quit pmo and useHARDMODE to do it contact me via whats app of here be ready to work though.
https://chat.whatsapp.com/0QligykLpA2FOBPYwWUW1e
only if your serious if your going to fap do not apply, or orgasm, of look at porn.

 

81 of 184 just got through snuggling on my wife got a boner that was number 7 boner last night I did that too cuz it makes it feel like things are working but now I feel kind of guilty my wife was okay with it though and there was no action

 

Day 4 , I can-t belive i-ve passed this day i-ve had some urges to watch porn but i clicked on this site panic button and it opend a picture picture that was written "The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed." And felt motivated not to watch and go outside to get that thought out of my mind .

 

I'm back baby!!

Day 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Day 82 of 184 you couldn't ask for more or or could you? Steaming hard mode pmo definitely rebooting and resetting waking up with a boner every single morning like right now looking down at it and go on not today knowing that you have the confidence in the power over it and it doesn't have it over you when God decides and my wife chooses we will have intimacy with sex again God bless you everyoneremember only you controlyour body it does not control you

 

Day 2 completed. Good.

 

Sexual strongholds from a husband,This is not God’s desire for her, for him, or for their marriage. God doesn’t care more about men than women or a husband’s sexual needs more than a wife’s feelings.

The Bible is clear. The picture of proper marital sexual relationship is described in the Song of Solomon. It is mutual, it is reciprocal, and it is freely entered into by both partners.

The Bible also has a lot to say about the misuse of sex. For example, Paul says, “Let there be no sexual immorality, impurity, or greed among you. Such sins have no place among God’s people” (Ephesians 5:3,4). He goes on and warns, “Don’t be fooled by those who try to excuse these sins, for the anger of God will fall on all who disobey him. Don’t participate in the things these people do.”
what a great motivational read for me hopefully for others "Always strive to do the right thing, live like Jesus did do like Jesus did".....
The rest will fall into place 82 days 100% sex free porn free hardmode pmo with my gorgeous wife with a beautiful spirit.

 

Day 5 , Just getting some flashbacks of my porn videos that i-ve watched but , than i have rememberd why i-ve started and than the desire to watch porn was less effective .

 

83 of 184 doing well just a minor in between the legs swell but it was not living hell got up and ring the bell and walked away learning how to snuggle with my wife while I'm not getting aroused feels like one of those Visa commercials priceless

 

Day 6, hard to believe that just a small thought of a porn video can have a such strong impact about my mind if it-s not deleted immediately, it was harder than i expected but i still rezisted the pressure . (hope morning will be better )

 

14/90

 

masturbation is a sin per the bible
As the apostle James wrote: “But each one is temptedwhen he is carried away and enticed by his own lust. Then when lust hasconceived, it gives birth to sin” (James 1:14-15, New American Standard Bible).
day 84 of 184 or 275 havinga great time , when goddecides and my wifechooses we shall have sexagain, HARDMODE pmo withmy wife, hands free, no nudity, light kisses and hugs find out what your made of without any sexwhatsoever.....monk mode HARDMODE one in

 

Day 7 , to be honest i have never got to day 7 , the longest steak that i-ve had was 6 days it feels good to get this far but i-ve had some difficulties.

 

day 84 of 184 or maybe 275, lol words of wisdom, it's a dopamine crack pipe hands free except for pissing.....

 

85 out of 184 felt really really great yesterday energy was high until the end of the day but I think that's what normal supposed to feel like right? Got a Boner this morning hung shirt on it, got a cup of coffee boner went away after trying to snuggle with my wife. Sometimes I feel bad about getting a boner and I know that I should natural

 

yes, worked late yesterday, energy went low got home stayed up a bit late. boner this morning whilesnuggling, hung shirt on it, was honorable got awayfrom snuggling with my wife.
odaat ..... day 85, of 90, 120, 184, maybe joining 365 daychallenge to. monk out ordered from Amazon withcaterpillar wig..
Lord says forgivevyourself, submit and surrender.