Jonny's Journal of Recovery

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Johnny_Neruda, Jun 2, 2015.

  1. Johnny_Neruda

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    Day 37.

    No changes, still flatlining/low libido. No urges particularly.

    See you soon.
     
  2. Johnny_Neruda

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    Day 42 over with. Flatlining still, odd after my surge in libido a couple of weeks ago. Oh well... push on. I actually saw an advert for P on a website a couple of days ago and felt 0% compulsion to click through to it, nor any arousal from it. Good signs hopefully, or maybe just because I've totally lost my libido ha.

    See you soon.
     
  3. Johnny_Neruda

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    Ok... Setback of sorts. I ended up MO'ing yesterday (without P)... Have no idea why, I woke up at 4-5am still half asleep, knocked one out then couldn't get back to sleep because I was that annoyed. Wtf Johnny?!

    I'm not classing this as a full relapse because my focus is ridding my life of P and controlling M eventually so it's occasional and not daily and whilst this will no doubt slow progress (I had thoughts of P scenes when fapping) I'm going to have two timers/clocks now, one for P free and one for fapping.

    NO EXCUSES to fap though until I have gone 90 days NoFap, and I suppose I will be at 133 days no P by that point.

    No P - 44 days
    NoFap - 1
     
  4. Johnny_Neruda

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    No P - 45 days
    NoFap - 2
     
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    No p - 50 days
    NoFap - 7 days
     
  6. Johnny_Neruda

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    No p -52 days
    No gap - 9 days
     

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