journal of a CHAMP

hey people, new member here.
i’m following up on noFap cause I want to join a space with people who have the same issues like me. i’m in my 20’s now and i’ve been indulging in porn for about 8 years up until today in which i’ve decided to change my ways.
i’m taking my first step in believing I can kill this habit & replace it with new ones. apparently it took a lot of time before I realized what porn was doing to me & how it was affecting the relationships i’d built which are already dead now. I can’t say i’m alone now cause I have my family here but I find it hard to connect with people I meet & move the relationship forward.
I want to rewire my brain and become better for both myself and the people around me, that’s why I want to end this today.
by next year I want to dive into reading books. i’d like to start now but i’m in my finals and I have a lot of projects and researching to do. if you can recommend some for me, i’d be glad.
I want to use my 20’s to the best of my ability and not regret anything I do from now on. as I start my journey today, I pray that I can keep up the strength and passion I have to change myself for the good.

 

also, is anyone in a book group on telegram or WhatsApp?

 

always try to be the best you can be

 

has anyone got any books, quotes, videos that can help me on my journey to become free from porn & masturbation.

 

thank you!