Struggling with my confidence today. Weekends are usually great, but the stress from the work week (and being away from my SO) can trigger past memories, bad experiences, and just a lot of sadness, anger, and anxiety. In these moments, I feel like I wasn’t enough for my SO. My breasts are too small, my ass is too small, I’m not sexual enough, or whatever. I feel like my SO wanted to cheat (and did! IMO) and how could he do that if he loves me? How could he lie to my face and violate boundaries and promises if he loves me?