Just a 19 year trying to figure out life.

I'm 19 years old (as of 2021), I started watching porn back in 8th grade, a classmate suggested me to watch playboy cover of Pamela Anderson, and I did just by thinking that it would only be once. And I guess that playboy cover fucked me big time. But I don't blame him, I did with full concisousness, I was afraid and excited at the same time. So anyways I am writing this shit, cuz I want all the 18-19 old's (any person whatsoever) to remember they are not alone in this phase of their of life. I'll try to post daily in this thread and anyone can reach out if they need help, I'll be more than willing to give any little assistance from my side. Peace...

 

Thanks Man, I appreciate the advice.

 

How can I help you.

 

It's woke up early in the morning thinking that I won't watch porn on my laptop as I started NoFap challenge. But once I sat down my I went straight to porn, I first thought I would only watch and not masturbate, but after 1 hour and 45 mins I came. I think there is no middle ground in this process. What I want to say is you either don't watch porn or you watch porn there's no middle ground. Anyways I'll start again till I regain total control over my body's sensations.

 

I relapsed the same way today.

 

I'm falling into the same loop each day. And once I fap in the morning it becomes hard to control the entire day.

 

Thanks, Brother.

 

Hmm, thanks man...