Okay, Hi. It's me. About me. I am from India. Already completed 29 years of my life. I started thinking about Sex from about 10-12 years of age due to some reasons and at 13, started masturbating. Due to several reasons, started watching porn and masturbate from the age of 16 and still doing it, wasting my time. I have already promised myself several times to stop, but couldn't yet stopped. After watching porn and masturbating, I always thought that I just wasted my time and I would never do that again, but few days later, again do the same, waste my precious time for hours. I had actually stopped from these porn videos and masturbation activities from 2009 to 2011, but again, I couldn't control anymore and started watching them again and masturbate and still doing it. Now-a-days, whenever I see a beautiful girl in any intimate scene in TV or even when I walk down the road, I thought of how would she look naked. I am trying my best to refrain myself, but these always come up in my mind. Many hours of each day of my life are being wasted due to these stupid thoughts which seems like trying their best to control myself. Sometimes, I watch Lesbian, very few times watch Gay, but mostly watch heterosexual, and most of them are, I think, Indian homemade, uploaded by the users themselves online. I had again this urge to watch today, but I just wanted to know whether it's a bad habit, and searched it and found several bad consequences of this habit and while browsing, somewhere someone suggested about this site, and here I am, my first post, which I think, might not be the best or worst. Hope for the Best. Thanks everyone.