After I relapsed 2 months ago, I single-handedly destroyed a 164 day streak without porn. Since, I relapsed I stopped giving a fuck about nofap, or trying to stop watching porn. I genuinely felt like porn was not a big deal and watched it here and there. The longest streak i had after my relapse was 14 days, and I relapsed again. I felt guilty for watching porn not because of my conscience but because of my girlfriend. When I started my noFap journey my girlfriend supported me every step of the way, and every time I relapsed she felt disappointed in all the progress that I made. I know how happy I felt when I gave up porn. It seemed so many areas in my life had improved and I didn't want to give up. After my last relapse, I made a goal to keep going again and I knew after I hit 30 days I would get the ball in my court again. Well 2 days ago, I hit 30 days and I felt fucking great. If this journey taught me anything is that setbacks, failure and relapses are inevitable in quitting this addiction. Back in the day, I made a bold statement that I would never watch porn, I can't say that I will never watch porn again since I can't predict the future but I know that the bad that comes with this addiction outweighs all the good. With that mindset, I just take it one day at a time until one day I know I will break my original 164 day streak. The ultimate goal is to get to day 365 without porn.