I just came from the neurologist. Diagnosed with dystonia. It's a bit like Parkinson's and has been with me for decades. You can't relax certain muscle groups. I've been getting better since quitting PMO. So here's the rub. Dystonia can be dopamine responsive. I think I have been self medicating with PMO my entire adult life. The only time I have been able to get the muscles to relax is after a PMO binge. Getting ready for Botox to deal with the dystonia. Hopefully my doc can get this under control. Now I am serious about not relapsing into another dopamine binge cycle. She also thinks my anxiety is from dystonia and not the other way around. I am now positive that PMO is an addictive cycle similar to heroine and many of the people here might be masking another condition with PMO.