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just hit 90 days and I don't know what to think

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by THEBEATPOLICE, Apr 2, 2018.

  1. Apr 2, 2018 #1
    THEBEATPOLICE

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    I just logged on cause I couldn't sleep and was thinking about my noFap situation, I have not logged on here in many weeks.

    so I am at 90 days no porn... I have done M and O... but because of lack of P I have reduced M and O from doing it about 4-8 times a day to doing it 0-2 times a day.

    I have been with a 2 woman in the last 3 weeks, and I am still getting some PIED I think... it is kind of hard to tell because both woman I was with we were getting absolutely hammered drunk and doing cocaine so I am not sure how much that has had an effect.

    My brain is running dry on material to M and O.....

    I have no interest in returning to P but I am just a little depressed that my dick did not perform amazingly with these last 2 women.... again we were fu**ed up but I just know that when I was younger, even getting drunk, on a new female I would have no problem with ED and I thought after 90 days I would return to that a bit more.

    I really don't know what to think, I don't feel like some amazing change has occurred but that I have just stopped myself from making things worse

    I could just be having a bad day or something i have no idea
     
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  2. Apr 2, 2018 #2
    Future role model

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    It's great that your P addiction is gone. In order to speed up recovery process, I think it's best to switch to no PM mode. I don't know have you masturbated while fantasizing or watching porn subs, but It would be the best if you could try to stop M at all.
     
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  3. Apr 2, 2018 #3
    THEBEATPOLICE

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    I have viewed psubs like backpage......... considering getting a prostitute but not allowed myself to follow through.... I did not use the psubs to M or O and only looked briefly only to talk myself out of it, knowing it won't bring me happiness and hardly being aroused by what i have seen anyway

    the 2 females I have hooked up with were from tinder or bumble.... the social media dating apps....

    and I have spent time looking through tinder and bumble but again, never M or O to them so I don't know if they are true psubs,

    I don't waste a great deal of time on them really


    I know stopping M and O would be best but I failed to get this far over the summer when I tried to go no PMO... I am 90 days no P this is the longest I have ever gone since I discovered P and I don't want to mess this up


    but yeah at the same time I am not on cloud 9 I just feel like life is kind of mundane right now
     
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