Just hit my lowest of lows..

SolitaryWolf · May 13, 2021

Hi. So I've been trying to overcome my porn addiction the past 5 years. Well I'm doing MUCH better than I was. Gone from twice a day to twice a month or less. Well last year when covid hit, something changed. I became lonely because you couldn't be around anyone because of the virus. Never saw friends and became a hermit of some sorts. So I mistakenly discovered cam girls.

I thought porn was bad. This shit is WAY worse. I've become addicted to them now. Even discovering some of my favorite pornstars doing camming. I've spent close to $1000.. well today I hit my lowest. Was a week away from cam sites and I came across this new site. Not naming. Don't ask.

I just spent the last 6 hours on it messaging women and sending dick videos and them rating them. Spent $200. I need help. Luckily I was able to snap out of it but $200 too late. I feel so ashamed of myself. This shit makes you hate yourself. Makes you feel worthless. I want away from it so bad. I wish I never discovered cam sites. Porn I was overcoming.

Please if any of you are curious about cam sites, stay AWAY! It's way worse than porn. Is it best I relapse or just try to carry on?

TheLastFortress · May 13, 2021

Hi. I understand you very well. I was addicted to cam girls for over 6 years and spend about 20k $.
I'm still addicted but the last time I spend money on this is 4 month ago. My longest streak since then is only 22 days, so you can imagine how hard it is for me to escape.

The number one thing that helped me most is that I committed to close friends. After years of having this secret I felt like having a double life and it was the most releasing thing ever to tell my secret to people that care about me.
The next important thing I did, was deleting everything related to this past. I deleted my accounts and my data drive with screen recordings of my private cam girl sessions.

I highly recommend to cut off everything related to your cam girl connection. Nothing of it is real even if it might felt like it is. The only purpose is to get your money.

In the nofap community forums is also a thread about cam girl addiction, it's number one google hit and should be easy to find.

Stay strong and stay far away from this evil!

NeverGiveUp91 · May 13, 2021

SolitaryWolf said: ↑

Hi. So I've been trying to overcome my porn addiction the past 5 years. Well I'm doing MUCH better than I was. Gone from twice a day to twice a month or less. Well last year when covid hit, something changed. I became lonely because you couldn't be around anyone because of the virus. Never saw friends and became a hermit of some sorts. So I mistakenly discovered cam girls.

I thought porn was bad. This shit is WAY worse. I've become addicted to them now. Even discovering some of my favorite pornstars doing camming. I've spent close to $1000.. well today I hit my lowest. Was a week away from cam sites and I came across this new site. Not naming. Don't ask.

I just spent the last 6 hours on it messaging women and sending dick videos and them rating them. Spent $200. I need help. Luckily I was able to snap out of it but $200 too late. I feel so ashamed of myself. This shit makes you hate yourself. Makes you feel worthless. I want away from it so bad. I wish I never discovered cam sites. Porn I was overcoming.

Please if any of you are curious about cam sites, stay AWAY! It's way worse than porn. Is it best I relapse or just try to carry on?
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Hey man, I'm with you today. I never spent money or seen cam girls. But today I hit my lowest low. I was on a Rule 34 website and saw something I never wanted to see in my entire life. How it got past moderation I got no idea. But it got me thinking of how low have I gotten thats on a poorly moderated Rule 34 website where users can draw and animate anything they like and post it without it being moderated first. Either way I noped out of there quickly and its abit of a wake up call.

BlueBallsOG · May 28, 2021

SolitaryWolf said: ↑

Hi. So I've been trying to overcome my porn addiction the past 5 years. Well I'm doing MUCH better than I was. Gone from twice a day to twice a month or less. Well last year when covid hit, something changed. I became lonely because you couldn't be around anyone because of the virus. Never saw friends and became a hermit of some sorts. So I mistakenly discovered cam girls.

I thought porn was bad. This shit is WAY worse. I've become addicted to them now. Even discovering some of my favorite pornstars doing camming. I've spent close to $1000.. well today I hit my lowest. Was a week away from cam sites and I came across this new site. Not naming. Don't ask.

I just spent the last 6 hours on it messaging women and sending dick videos and them rating them. Spent $200. I need help. Luckily I was able to snap out of it but $200 too late. I feel so ashamed of myself. This shit makes you hate yourself. Makes you feel worthless. I want away from it so bad. I wish I never discovered cam sites. Porn I was overcoming.

Please if any of you are curious about cam sites, stay AWAY! It's way worse than porn. Is it best I relapse or just try to carry on?
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Jesus, stay strong man

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