Hello, I don’t post as much as I’d like but I’m closing in on 30 and I’ve never even held a girls hand, not a single kiss either or relationship of any sort. I’ve never seen a naked woman in real life, only online and recently I’ve been getting more and more emotional. I try to stay away from looking at such images but I’m legitimately starting to cry now when I see certain photos of nude women in provocative poses showing everything fully naked. It’s just a sobering reminder of what I’ll never attain, what I will never have. It’s like someone cutting an onion. I cry myself to sleep also.