These past few days I have been edging to the thought of my girlfriend. I just think of her and picture us making out and me grabbing her, and it got me extremely aroused to the point I was edging. I’m extremely attracted to my girlfriend, so I just started to beat it to the thought of her and edged multiple times this week. However, today I PMOD to girls with big behinds and while I climaxed, I thought of my girlfriend again. I know I made a mistake by PMOing. Did I just lose all my benefits? Because before I would get hard just by kissing my girlfriend and holding her hand, and get extremely hard when I grabbed her. Will I still get hard when I do this?