Just relapsed, surprisingly not feeling ashamed or shitty

Hi all,

Today is my 70th day and I can't believe I relapsed. I was looking some kinda of dating book and there were descriptions of sex scene; I didn't recognized that it was triggering and I dug in deeper and deeper, finally lead to relapse.

Surprisingly I feel very determined and confident for the next streak and I didn't take the relapse as a doom of my lifestyle; instead I learned from it and it just increases my determination. I will reach 90 in the next streak.

Keep it up and stay strong!