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Hi, I'm a 30 year old male who hasn't had sex and I've returned to this page after years to share my story. Ever since I was little, I've endured little sexual mishaps and misgivings, all the way up until puberty and adolescence. It was just my curious nature, I feel like. I started watching porn when I was 14-15, but I didn't start masturbating until I was 18. When I turned 18, however, I couldn't stop. I was using it once a day at first, and then multiple times a day intermittently for years. I only stopped recently at 29 because I was challenged by some rougher folk that use technology to diddle and prod other adults, so it's not like I made a conscientious decision to stop, but I still ended up quitting porn. They raped me without physical insertion using drugs and GPS technologies, and yes, I did feel raped. The main point here though, is that I've been off porn for about 210 days now and I feel invigorated outside of the other symptoms of sex abuse. I just wanted to share my story just in case anyone else has dealt with vicarious rape and/or the staying clean off of porn struggle. Thank you for your time, peace out, and good luck with your abstinence attempts. Ciao.