just started to save my LIFE :)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by shanky kumar, Jan 28, 2016.

  1. shanky kumar

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    well I am a 17 year old guy, trapped in this paradox of PMO from years and now ultimately fed up of it . I tried NoFap a many times , many times i said ( about 50 times) , got some habit tracker apps , made journals and ultimately relapsed on 3rd or 4th day hardly. i have high speed internet and my hand toooo but i dont have the curb on my mind. But this time I feel that I will win this war ( for me its like a war only) with support and motivation from all you guys. will be writing my daily experience that I encounter in this process. Its like a life changing opportunity for me . I WANT TO CHANGE :)
     
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    Taking this on now and conquering it will open many more opportunities for your future self. Life is a difficult journey, but also very rewarding. I developed a reliance on PMO in my youth, and now 30 some years later I am slowly finding my real self again. I worry about my own children falling into the porn trap, for it truly does strip away a layer of one's true self. Good luck in your search for life beyond PMO!
     
  3. avatarivn

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    Well, best of luck for taking the important decision to quit porn out of your life!!!

    I can only encourage you to try as long as necessary to quit porn and experience life at your fullest.

    About high speed internet, just don't spend too much "idle time" on it (as when you are just looking for something shocking or impressive to look at or just to shake off boredom). About your hand? not much I can suggest, short of considering masturbation as NOT AN OPTION
     
  4. shanky kumar

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    DAY 1 - well I am in no mood of this creepy thing , and will not be from now . Got motivated from your replies and comments . thanks to all u guys. So I'm gonna spend my day studying hard as i am chasing a dream to get into my dream college which needs great preparation of two years. today there will be nobody in my home and my real test starts today, i will be controlling my mind when no one is there except internet and laptop. LETS CONQUER THIS BATTLE> :) guys i will be thankful if u motivate me . :)
     
  5. shanky kumar

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    DAY 2 - just started doing that yesterday , but miracle happened i stoped and want the reward ofreboot. working hard to chase my dream those IIT's. NOT GONNA DO THAT AGAIN IN MY LIFE . NO PM IS MY ULTIMATE GOAL ;)
     
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    DAY 3 - its sunday yuhhuuu, school off and i am having even more time for self study, NoFap is a great way to recover yourself. well i think its an easy way to get out and get grip on new life . HUH !!! not at all gonna PM again. I dont know why i did it earlier also, it sucked me. MADE MY PLAN TO DO DAILY WORKOUTS . gonna be starting it from monday
     
  7. Good Luck on the workouts, YOU GOT THIS!
     
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    DAY 4 - well i am happy that its 4th day. not at all gonna do that again , gonna put my best on my dreams and focus on studying only. I am too much happy and can say that i will conquer this war. again thanks guys for your motivation. you all just motivated me up.
     
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    DAY 5 - yeah man, started seeing the benefits on the very 5th day. even there is no thought wandering in my mind when no one in the home. I just do workouts and study. thats my life .NoFap really worked for me. now i realize how that how much time it sucks
     
  10. shanky kumar

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    DAY6 - 6th day , i never felt any need to that again in these 6 days they seemed to be constructive for me. yeah i'll beat this habit , 90 days are very easy
     
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    DAY 7 - i broke the trap, no urge now , sometimes girls distract but i never focus , coz i know that my dream is to be on top in academics and i'll achieve it only if i will focus.
     
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    DAY *8- missed this day , no not in terms of PMO but missed posting on the day , i am posting it later
     
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    day9- yesterday i watched some hand expression videos , not porn but didnt M. actually yesterday i was bored studying physics at 1 am in night , so just watched , although NoFap is still on its top. thanks NoFap
     
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    DAY 10- intense urge to jerk off but i'd controlled some how shaked that seeing youtube but didnt reached to orgasm and now reading the success stories
     
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  15. Dhanush Rasigan

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    Hi Shanky,

    I'm having this same problem.I'm happy that I have a friend at my same age.I started to masturbate from 22nd January (last month),from that day till today I've masturbated 19 times. I can understand my problem,but this is the 3rd time I'm trying to stop. I don't want this to be so wrose.

    :)

    shall I share this thread with you please ?
     
  16. shanky kumar

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    bro , its nice , and easy tooo, coz its just a month while i was addicted from 3 yeaars . you are lucky that u got this site on time , we both can do it . cheers . well do u know hindi?
     
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    Hindi kuch kuch hota hai ;)
    But u knw the problem of south Indians , they don't learn Hindi :(

    From tomorrow I'll post my Daily survival.
    My final academic exams starts from march 4.
     
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    mine is from tomorrow , thats english . yaar aaj pata nhi kyu bhot jyada mann kr rha h M ka,( intense wish to M) watching porn subs, u tube boobs and all but i dont wannna break after 10 days i will make it to lifetime . at least 90 days its easy
     
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    day11- not in mood gonna sleep , studied on utube and now feeling sleppy . I CAN DO IT > NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM ABSTAINING4 FROM PMO
     
  20. Dhanush Rasigan

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    SHIT!
    wasted :( :'(

    The day was best of my 2 months but , i did it again , minutes ago :(

    I had full hope ,but it tempted to grab once and everything was out my control.
    I'm badly in need of motivation.

    Will try from tomorrow.
     

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