So last July/August I started what was intended to be NoFap streak. I went for about a month until I got laid -- with this girl R who I thought was super attractive (busty, cute face, big ass, in shape) I was kinda drunk, didn't finish, but somehow the NoFap mindset made the not-finishing seem like not a big deal. She 'ghosted me' (don't worry she came back a few months later for another bang) but somehow the ghosting didn't get to me. Still on a nofap streak, about a month and half in I met another girl S of a similar caliber (she was only 19 with newly developed double Ds, almost looked like implants, asian which was crazy, in shape), also around this time I banged another 19 year old T who was also pretty cute but not as hot as S or R. So that is where I was, somehow I had managed to hold it in I was banging S and T -- but then I fucked up -- I started finishing with S. When we were banging and when I was finishing, I got the feeling like she 'wanted something from me,' like she really really wanted my cum. One time after finishing she told me that she banged some other guy -- but because I had just finished -- my cool level headed, ready for any adversity, nofap mindset was no longer there and I kinda flipped. Long story short that was the last of S, which really got to me. Shortly after I started the PMO cycle and the other girl T stopped talking to me too. It literally took me 3 months or so to get my head back together after such an emotional rollercoaster. Later on, after getting my head somewhat together, on a 2-week nofap streak, I was able to get with R again, but I finished. She ghosted me again -- but this time I became emotional and started the PMO cycle again. Long story short, I fucked that one up big time and I don't expect to be banging her any time soon. Long story short, I am now on day 20 of a NoFap streak. I got laid last monday with one of my ex-gfs who was in town (not as hot as any of the girls previously mentioned) but did NOT FINISH (i think I have a good technique if you want me to explain). I plan on keeping this no-nut streak for 90 days at least (although I will not abstain from intercourse). I already have a few dates lined up from daygaming this past week with girls on R S or T's level. All I can say is things are looking good, but I honestly think nonut is far more superior to nofap. With nonut - I am just as stoked at all times for everything - with nofap, you still jizz, so you lose the energy. What do you all think of this?