I have a lot of insecurities and doubts, ranging from my looks, the way I sound, etc. The people I work with make me feel like worthless trash on a daily basis, sometimes I wonder if I truly am the issue, or are they just insensitive and egotistic. I feel great shame whenever I think of PMO and the terrible things I have delved into, things no person should ever look at; but I know that those things do not define me, and I am slowly but steadily healing and on the right path. I know many people here are not religious, but, I think it's important to believe in something greater than yourself, believing that there is a God who loves and accepts you no matter how dirty you appear. I wonder if anyone feels here feels the same way as me, or if they are dealing with similar experiences.