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Keep relapsing on my own

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Help101, May 21, 2017.

  1. Help101

    Help101 New Fapstronaut

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    Hi im 30 years old and i have realised masturbation and porn has ruined my life ... i used to be shy n reserved as a child... after i discovered porn i got addicted to it straight away .. i didnt used to fap as much back then tho .. ive been doing it for like 11 years now... over time i created a condition of edging too i fap bit not cum for hours sometimes would be excess of hours i know thats crazy .. lost my friends n family . in that time i have really damaged penis and my insides ive developed a cindition and i get eally bad abcesss n boils tried to stop but couldnt i realised it was a seriuos addiction 3 years ago and i end up quitting but relapse all the time.. longest ive been without fappin is like 2 months.. ive become weak im constantly depressed sometimes ive become confused with my sexuality i ended up watchin really bad stuff to get off .. my mind has become a dirty mind which i didnt want .. i dont hav a gf .. never had a gf since 19 n i only had one .. jus realised how stupid i am .. messed all my life up .. i dont kno who to turn to i cant tell anyone or ask for help cus im shy n really ashamed of what i hav become. Ive lost all self esteem confidence and health.. its like ive become gomeless my brain doesnt work i seriously need help..i fapped yesterday .. im stopping from today.. plz help me from relapse .. plz.
    I dont know if what i wrote makes sense. Cus my mind is all over the place.
     
  2. Hey dude try not to look back only forward I am much younger but was somewhat the same. This is not an depressing process but a exiting one, we now know the problems of pmo and we are changing are lives for the better. The exiting part is we get to decide what we want to do with that extra energy we get whether It be schooling, working out or even learning another language, just try to look at the positives. I believe in you friend you can do this !
     
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  3. LakeMichigan

    LakeMichigan Fapstronaut

    @Help101 welcome to nofap. I understand what you are going through and I dealt with most of those issues my self. Nofap is a very useful tool in getting control over your life. Come here are regularly and make use of the support from this site but at some point look at other venues to work on real life social skills as well. In the long run whether you are making new friends or want a GF those social skills will come in handy.
    I wish you good luck!
     
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  4. Help101

    Help101 New Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for your support i am going to use the extra energy to become healthy and be the athlete that i was once was tommorow is goin to be day 1 of my NoFap journey
     
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  5. Glad to hear bro you got this!
     
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  6. Welcome in our community.
    I never was porn-addicted and maybe I can't tell you anything. Maybe. There is something else to talk about. It's life itself. Why did you registered here, why did you post here? You are asking for help. And why are you asking for help? Because there is something inside of you that wants your life to be worth living. Right? And this "something" is giving you a lot of strength, much more strenght you can imagine. Of course there can be a change in your life - and you desperately are longing for it. GOOD! This community will help and support you. Maybe you want to make some commitment and start your NO PMO- journey. Will not be easy but worth the effort.
     
  7. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

    The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
     

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