Kids this days watching porn

I was exposed to porn when i was 12. My cousin was exposed to porn when he was 10. He's older than me and he found it first. I got exposed by curiously typing words like "breast" "vagina" "penis". I was studying sexual education last time. And for my cousin, he found out porn from his brother's phone. We didn't know this actually. Years later, We started watching cartoons, and we reccomended each other some lewd cartoons to watch. And we ended up to porn. Honestly don't know why. There was a porn cartoon that he challenged me to watch and i ended up in searching other lewd cartoons at the website after watching the one he suggested me. Turns out, we became porn buddies for a good 2 years. He stopped his addictions 2 years ago. And i claim to him that i also did. Actually, i'm still suffering in this caravan of despair. I'm still doing PMO till now. How i wish i didn't have a phone, how i wish i told my mother to not make me take part of the sexual education classes. It wasn't compulsory. But i still went since many of my friend went. Talking about friends, my friend, when he was 11, he started watching porn, he would talk about nasty stuff like "The dude was like licking the pussy" etc. Like actual porn stuff when we walk home together. Actually, i think he might be the main reason why i got curious. I told him, i'm like this because of you. And he said, no, you had the choice and you chose to follow me. And he has his point. And i can't do anything. There's no use of blaming. I'm just stuck in the pmo cycle and despairing every single day or week.

 

Oh and also, there wasn't really a conversation with anyone i met regarding on masturbation. It's kind of an extreme thing to talk about. I mean, we've asked each other, but we'll obviously say no. Though i've met a friend that willingly says "i masturbate" like no one cares lol. Fortunately, he said that he stopped it years ago. But i do make jokes with my friends about jerking off or beating my meat. It's not too serious. In my opinion, it's not really something to discuss freely because it's simply too awkward to talk about.

 

Porn shouldn't even be a thing !
People are messed up !
Who the hell started the porn industry?
Humans made cameras to record.
To remember memories, to secure places with cctvs. Something that can benefit us.
But no. Some filthy guy went to record him and his partner having sex and share the world. But what benefit do we get from that? NOTHING. In fact, we get harm from it. Our brain can be affected by it and change our behaviour.
For instance, there is no doubt that behind a rapist is his addiction of pornography.
You see, this is the problem of getting good in this generation. We are given the privileges to do something with ease. Yet we misuse it and end up harming others and ourselves.

 

And it was all destiny. We can't do anything to stop it. The only thing for us to do is to individually master our desires and not fall to them. We must learn self-control for the good.