today was the first day at school.. at the first two hours i really felt good, made 4 new friends, thing i never did before.. but at the interval i started to overthinking due my social anxiety, things like "am i walking weird or acting wrong?", also i noticed lack of memory too which gave me embarrasment, i forgot my class room number and so i started to walking in circles, couldn't even sit at the school benches bcuz i didn't want to look like a nerd.. i always had those problems and i've been associating those to fapping, but even with nofap they still exist..
i need urgent help, this shit is disturbing me so much that i'm thinking about suicide.. nofap was the only thing i believed that could save me from my condition and isn't working apparently
i'm at second year of highschool and have 16y, thank you guys
i need urgent help, this shit is disturbing me so much that i'm thinking about suicide.. nofap was the only thing i believed that could save me from my condition and isn't working apparently
i'm at second year of highschool and have 16y, thank you guys