Last Try on 90 Day PMO

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Liam_here, Apr 26, 2021.

  1. Liam_here

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    this is my last try on NoFap last try on 90 days id be having my final examinations within the next 3 months i have scored very badly in ky academics in the past and pmo had played a vital role in that i dont have to enrgy anymore to keep going so i am giving a last try on NoFap i consider myself a very spritual and a religious guy and this shit is destrying my mind body and soul instead of studyin rn im getting addicted to weird shit which is also worse then fappping which includes social media too ive been too hurt in the past to keep on falling back my brain has adopted my stupid habbits and i keep going back to them in a millisecond when i get the urgue but ill keep fighting myself May Allah be with me
     
  2. mohaimen

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    May allah be wit you man
     
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  3. Arnuld

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    It never has to all or nothing. Or a last try. Keep fighting the good fight. God Bless.
     
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    Never make it your last try. But always treat it like it’s your last.
     
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  5. Liam_here

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    Day 2
    Everything was going until the night time I usually sleep at 7 am and my past 10 relapsed have happened during 12-3am while I'm on ig or texting random girls I'm also partly addicted to sexting but I've blocked the girls I used to talk with I didn't relapsed but I had a moment of weakness and edged for a bit but it's enough mayn I've done enough harm to myself it's time to get a grip on myself no matter what I'll fight my taught and do the right thing
     
  6. mohaimen

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    you should stop using your phone I guess. the point of relaspe is to learn whats triggering u
     
  7. Liam_here

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    I fucking relapsed and the way it happened is so fucking weird eveyhting was going how I wanted I mediated went to gym studied pass the night without peeking but at morning I opened my Instagram and this girls started texting me and I kept talking with her for 3 hours and kept scrouching my pp( I am addicted to prone masturbation which is 100 times worse than the normal one it's when you rub it in mattress) I was sooo tired nd wanted to sleep but I kept going and I was half asleep and half conscious and I just cummed just like that and then I realized wtf have I done and I was fasting too so it Broke my fast which kinda hurts me also I'm so thrsty because of this shit but I can't even drink water for the next 8 hrsidk mayn but I don't wanna give up I wanna play this game one more time wish me luck
     
  8. mohaimen

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    you should stop using Instagram. Instagram is triggering you. The point of relapse is to figure out what's affecting you and snice its Ramadan you should read quran more
     
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  9. Liam_here

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    Yeah man I try to use it less and I don't use it on bed I've also stop ed sleeping in bed since that was triggering me anyways I'd have to keep reminding myself of why I'm doing this because I keep forgetting shit quote easily I'll try to stick to my system 12 hours since I relapsed
     
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    Yes I believe in u
     
  11. Liam_here

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    Day 1
    today was good i usaully get urgues past midnight i was having a bad urgue today and wanted to fap so i tarted scroling stuff in fb after surfing for like 10 mins i got up immeidietly went to the gym and worked out for 40 mins came home and while showering my energy was skyrocketing and i was having a boner lol after cold shower i went to studying and studied for two hours ive been pricasatinating my calsses lately thts it for today
     
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    Day 3
    i havent been studying lately and been mindlessly surfing which leads to an urgue whch can be fought easily so i am gonna fill that void by studying i had an urgue yesterday but i just put some sed music and went to sleeplol
     
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  13. mohaimen

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    :)
     
  14. Liam_here

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    i relapsed
    so i edged yester and i made arule that whenever ill edge ill count as a relapse as i am trying to fight edging too this time ill focus on staying dedicated to it no matter how badly i wanna do it
     

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