Let's see what happens

Hi.. I fell a bit embarrased posting here, because I'd prefer the problem disappear itself, but the problem still here, day after day, and I am tired of that. This is a new try for me, because I failed before. I didn't know a place like this exist. I'm just noticed that, so, here I am. I have a good feeling right now, and I hope God finally answer my main pray. Thank you so much. I really want to get over this. Let's see what happens.

 

thank you. Dealing with anxiety is unbearable.

 

It's good to be part of this community, since I can't talk about this problem with people who know me.

 

This is my day 3 or 4 here, and I'm very grateful because I'm fill with hope! Focus on my goal. This is my main challenge ever.

 

Jesús, amigo mío, salvador mío, realmente espero poder cumplir con mi objetivo: 500+ o nada. Si no es ahora, ¿entonces cuando?

 

I see that people here are very honest whith their PM problem. It's a good thing to have a place where you can express yourself and register your fight, without shame (or just a bit of shame).

 

It´s been like 10 days since I joined to Nofap. This community is the answer of my prayer, that´s for sure. These days I´ve learned a new vocabulary (PM, AP, "flatline", "chaser effect", etc). Also, I´ve read some journals here, and now I don´t fell so alone with this problem/habit/addiction to PM. That´s a revolution for me. Some testimonials here are very moving. Very touching. I´m praying for all these peoples, even though I don't know them. I fell love for them, even though I don't know them.

 

Thank you @Life's Journey !! I hope you get the victory from this also!!

 

I´ve read some interesting things in some posts. Cold showers, for example. Soon it will be summer here, so it will be very useful to calm my anxiety.
I also heard about wearing a chastity belt, which is surprising and interesting, since I didn't think that these things still existed in the 21st century.
Another very interesting thing that I´ve read is to remove coffee from your diet. I usually drink a lot, especially at work, so I´ll try to replace it with tea, or maybe an apple.

 

I've been here for 37 days. I feel excellent. I joined several challenges and even created my own. I am also in a team competition that ends in 4 days. Unfortunately, my partner had a relapse ... but it made me very good to have participated, and that is the most important thing. In another challenge I activated the Hell mode, and so I am getting the flowers to grow in the grave that I am digging for PM.

 

41 days. Today in the morning I realized that my partner and I won a competition here (https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/team-of-3-ended.250173/page-28) which is a stimulus to keep going.

 

Thank God for encouraging me in this new path that I undertake. I know that being clean and walking in holiness is indispensable, so thank you for this opportunity to be in Nofap, which has helped me to resist temptation for 44 days, and counting.

 

66 days, and counting

 

It's the only way. Remove the tares that are in us, and plant virtues. Now I not only enjoy mental health, but I am carrying out a Ministry that makes me feel full.

 

D76. These days I have been studying a lot for my classes (theme: Sanctification. We are separated by and for God, cleansed by the blood of Christ, consecrated to live for Him), so I have not dedicated so much to my posts in this forum. However, I must take the time to make my publications. Without Nofap I would not have been able to stand so long against sin, and if I walk away for a long time I may stumble. I will not give the miserable PM that opportunity. In my 76 days of abstinence here I am, more vigilant than ever.