Letting go- The secret to win

It's been 30 days. Took 4 years of working.
Now it's for real. I have found my philosophy to tame the urge. Urges come everyday. Yesterday, today, tomorrow. 19 years age. It's natural.

When you stand in the beach, feeling the water gently push by your feet, are you afraid? Most of you would enjoy it. I do. But the last time, I went too deep in. There was a huge unexpected wave which caught me unaware and I was pulled into the sea.
Urges are like that.

Nothing is permanent right?
We say time the great healer. How much do we believe in it?
An urge will come and gently push by you. Give it time and it will go. You can stand firmly because you know that nothing is permanent.

let go.

 

Thank you!

I am attaching a note that I made to myself a month ago.
Maybe you will get a taste of the mindset I had back then.

 

Thank you!

Now that I can focus on life, I have to make it worth the struggle. The struggle for a normal life should not go in vain. I had said to myself many times that people around me with "normal" lives were wasting it by not living to the fullest and I won't do that once I get it. Hence to focus on studying, remembering god and coding is first priority.

Its like I've recovered from cancer.
How much will I value life?

 

I request all newbies/struggling fapstronauts to go through the journal of @headedup. He was an inspiration to me. He also wrote a good manual on quitting PMO. A life manual in itself. After winning over PMO, you have to live life to the fullest.
The link to his Journal:
http://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-advice-encouragement-and-struggles.23402/#post191287

 

Thank you! Do go through HLT90.