Life ruined

All the motivation you need was laying next to you friend, it’s hard doing things for yourself but when you have someone counting on you and you want to do everything you can to please that person, you will get up and evolve, get serious and be a man because if you continue down this path you will lose her. Find out who you really are and what you are, until you have this self discovery you will never grow or change. Show her you are a man and let it be shown through the way you live and love.

 

My friend i have relapsed 1000+ times for sure no exageration,but you know what i do?,i keep trying again and again.One day i will succeed i am 100% sure but if i give up then i will be 100% sure that i will never succeed

 

If you keep trying i promise you will find your way and you will change everything that you don't like in your life

 

As long as you keep shaming yourself your life is screwed, but if you stop that and quit this silly behavior called PMO you will live the life of your dreams. Nothing is stopping you

 

Spend 14 days without even a single SECOND of watching pornographic material or anything that arouses you in pixelform.

Then come back here. You WILL feel better. It's in fact almost impossible to not feel a LOT better than you feel right now if you follow the simple instruction in the first line.

 

Get out of your head!
It's that "stinking thinking"!

 

I made just little goals. From hour to hour, when I almost collapse, I make push ups, or go run around the park till I am so tired that can not think about porn. I was shaking the whole day, but I did push up, I ran, I try to be harder then the withdrawal symptomes. The stupid hypnoporn is blocking my phantasy, I hate it. DO NOT GIVE UP.

 

Next time do a sixty nine with your gf

 

nice

 

Listen bro, this is a battle, a very hard battle. Only those with courage start this journey, doesn't matter how many times you feel like giving up or you actually do, talk to your girlfriend and tell her you struggling a lot with this addiction, ask for understanding. Take this day by day, not by "i still need to reach 90 days or whatever idk how i'm fucked i can't do it", it will only make you stress more. Take it easy bro, its certainly not over.

 

I was stupid, I started to watch hypno porn, because the feeling, I wanted this drug to make forget my pains from the daily life. But I know now that this pain is me, this is my pain, but the hypnothings and the porn is not. It is a monster, which eats me. But I do not want to be eaten. So I fight. Today I had a withdrawal symptom, hardcore 10 minutes, I start a workout video on youtube, and sit down after it proudly that I was stronger now. I have around 84 hours without porn, I will do it, we will do it, do not give up.